S. Brenda Elfgirl - I was told I am an elf in a parallel life, and I live in the Arizona desert exploring what this means. I've had this blog for a while and I write about the things that interest me. My spiritual teacher told me that my journey in life is about balancing "the perfect oneness of a sweetness heart and the effulgent soul". My inner and outer lives are like parallel lines that will one day meet, but only when there is a new way of thinking. Read on as I try to find the balance.
Tuesday, September 16, 2025
Day 256 Bible Readings for September 14 – 2 Corinthians 13: 5 (ESV)
2 Corinthians 13: 5 (ESV)
“Examine yourselves, to see whether you are in the faith. Test yourselves. Or do you not realize this about yourselves, that Jesus Christ is in you?—unless indeed you fail to meet the test!”
In verse 5 from 2 Corinthian 13, Paul asks the Corinthians Christians to ask themselves if they really have faith in Jesus Christ by examining and testing themselves. The church in Corinth at this time was influenced by false teachers and had questioned Paul’s authority. I think this is a good practice for believers in Jesus Christ to always ask yourself, “does Jesus Christ dwell within me?”
I know when I’ve done it in the past, I couldn’t see Christ in my heart. I had too much doubt, too many experiences of unbelief I hadn’t looked at, too many sins that I hadn’t asked Father-God for forgiveness, and all kinds of other issues I didn’t know was there. I could sort of see Christ in my heart, but there was a thin wall of all these issues blocking my view. When I finally asked Father-God forgiveness and I repented and then asked the Holy Spirit to help break through my “issue wall”, then the wall disappeared, and I could see that Jesus Christ was inside of me. I had tears of joy and regret for doubting Christ’s presence when he was always there within me. I realized that when I was experiencing doubts about Father-God, it was because I was the one who the wall up between myself and Jesus Christ.
As I reflect on the importance of examining my faith and asking whether Jesus Christ truly dwells within me, I have come to realize that I am not alone in this journey. I know that I can turn to the Holy Spirit for help. The Holy Spirit is always available to assist me in breaking down barriers and dissolving anything that stands in the way of my awareness that Jesus Christ is always with me and that Father-God is always in my life.
If you enjoyed reading my thoughts on these Bible verses, and you want to have the power of the Holy Spirit to know that the presence of Christ is always within you, please pray this prayer out loud:
Heavenly Father, I want to give you my Life. Forgive me of all of my sins. Wash me in your blood. I believe in my heart You raised Jesus from the dead. I confess with my mouth Jesus is my Lord and Savior. Right now, I receive forgiveness by the blood of Jesus. I am saved, I am forgiven, I am clean, in Jesus’ name, Amen.
If you prayed this prayer, welcome to the family of Father-God! Do yourself a favor and find and join a Holy Spirit filled, full Gospel, Bible-based church where you can hear the words of Father-God preached and experience signs, wonders, and miracles in your life.
Monday, September 15, 2025
Day 255 Bible Readings for September 13 – Psalm 139: 23-24 (ESV)
Isaiah 29-30, 2 Corinthians 12: 11-21, Psalm 139: 17-24
Psalm 139: 23-24 (ESV)
“Search me, O God, and know my heart! Try me and know my
thoughts! And see if there any grievous way in me, and lead me in the way
everlasting!”
In verses 23 and 24, David had such trust in Father-God that
he asked him to search and know his heart. David also asked Father-God to test
him so he can spiritually grow and mature. Then David asks Father-God to reveal
any sins within him, so he can align himself with his will.
When you ask Father-God to do these things, it shows that
you have close relationship with him, and you are seeking his guidance. You
also must have a tremendous amount of trust that Father-God will still love no
matter what he finds in your thoughts and heart. When you give permission to
Father-God to point out your sinful thoughts, you are telling him that you want
to fully align yourself with his will and are willing to change. Praying these
verses will increase your spiritual growth maturity and bring you close to
Father-God.
If you enjoyed reading my thoughts on these Bible verses,
and through your faith in Jesus Christ you want to spiritually grow and mature
in your relationship with Father-God, please pray this prayer out loud:
Heavenly Father, I want to give you my Life. Forgive me of
all of my sins. Wash me in your blood. I believe in my heart You raised Jesus
from the dead. I confess with my mouth Jesus is my Lord and Savior. Right now,
I receive forgiveness by the blood of Jesus. I am saved, I am forgiven, I am
clean, in Jesus’ name, Amen.
If you prayed this prayer, welcome to the family of
Father-God! Do yourself a favor and find and join a Holy Spirit filled, full
Gospel, Bible-based church where you can hear the words of Father-God preached
and experience signs, wonders, and miracles in your life.
Saturday, September 13, 2025
Day 254 Bible Readings for September 12 – Psalm 139: 13-14 (ESV)
Isaiah 27 & 28, 2 Corinthians 12: 1-10, Psalm 139: 11-16
Psalm 139: 13-14 (ESV)
“For you formed my inward parts; you knitted me together in
my mother’s womb. I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made.
Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well.”
In verses 13 and 14 from Psalm 139, David tells us
Father-God formed our parts and put us together in our mother’s womb. Each person
is uniquely made by Father-God and “fearfully and wonderfully made.” We are all
created to have a purpose by Father-God to have a part in his plan for the earth.
We need to trust in Father-God’s design for our body and our lives and know
that he has given us qualities are unique only to us.
We live in a world that tells us every day there is something
wrong with us, and if we just buy a certain product, wear certain clothes, buy
a certain car, etc., then everything will be right in our world. But the Bible tells
us that we are perfect as is coming out of our mother’s womb. We were made a
certain way to fit into Father-God’s plan for our lives and for the world. We
need to hold on to this truth and turn off the voices of popular culture that
tell us there is something wrong with us.
If you enjoyed reading my thoughts on these Bible verses,
and through your faith in Jesus Christ you want a Father-God who made you for a
unique purpose in life, please pray this prayer out loud:
Heavenly Father, I want to give you my Life. Forgive me of
all of my sins. Wash me in your blood. I believe in my heart You raised Jesus
from the dead. I confess with my mouth Jesus is my Lord and Savior. Right now,
I receive forgiveness by the blood of Jesus. I am saved, I am forgiven, I am
clean, in Jesus’ name, Amen.
If you prayed this prayer, welcome to the family of
Father-God! Do yourself a favor and find and join a Holy Spirit filled, full
Gospel, Bible-based church where you can hear the words of Father-God preached
and experience signs, wonders, and miracles in your life.
Thursday, September 11, 2025
Day 253 Bible Readings – Psalm 139: 1-4 (ESV)
Isaiah 24-26, 2 Corinthians 11: 16-33, Psalm 139: 1-10
Psalm 139: 1-4 (ESV)
“O Lord, you have searched me and known me! You know when I
sit down and when I rise up; you discern my thoughts from afar. You search out
my path and my lying down and are acquainted with all my ways. Even before a
word is on my tongue, behold, O Lord, you know it altogether.”
I love verses 1 through 4 from Psalm 139. David tells us that
Father-God has searched and knows him. He knows our every action, and he knows and
understands our inner life and our mind. We can rely and trust on Father-God
and the Holy Spirit to guide us because they know where we are going and lead us
in the right direction. Father-God knows us so intimately that he knows our words
before we say them.
I know there was a time in my life when I didn’t like that
Father-God was intimate with me. I wanted to be independent, and I wanted to
have my own privacy. I didn’t want a God who watched so closely over me like my
parents. But now, I am so grateful that Father-God knows me so well that I can
rely on him for guidance and advice. He knows much better than I do what I like
and what I don’t like. And I know Father-God loves me and only wants the best
for me. I didn’t know that for a long time because of what I was taught in the
churches I attended, who told me I was a sinner who had to continually repent.
Now I attend a church that emphasizes how much Father-God loves me, and how I
am entitled to every promise he made to his people in the Bible. And that when I
was born again, I became a new person and the old sinful me died. And most importantly,
that Father-God created me and will always love me, no matter how many times I
fall short. I know for a fact that can never be shaken that Father-God loves me
and always has my best interests at heart.
If you enjoyed reading my thoughts on these Bible verses,
and through your faith in Jesus Christ you want a Father-God who knows you
inside and out and still loves you, please pray this prayer out loud:
Heavenly Father, I want to give you my Life. Forgive me of
all of my sins. Wash me in your blood. I believe in my heart You raised Jesus
from the dead. I confess with my mouth Jesus is my Lord and Savior. Right now,
I receive forgiveness by the blood of Jesus. I am saved, I am forgiven, I am
clean, in Jesus’ name, Amen.
If you prayed this prayer, welcome to the family of
Father-God! Do yourself a favor and find and join a Holy Spirit filled, full
Gospel, Bible-based church where you can hear the words of Father-God preached
and experience signs, wonders, and miracles in your life.