Elf Girl in the City
S. Brenda Elfgirl - I was told I am an elf in a parallel life, and I live in the Arizona desert exploring what this means. I've had this blog for a while and I write about the things that interest me. My spiritual teacher told me that my journey in life is about balancing "the perfect oneness of a sweetness heart and the effulgent soul". My inner and outer lives are like parallel lines that will one day meet, but only when there is a new way of thinking. Read on as I try to find the balance.
Wednesday, July 29, 2026
Day 207 Bible Readings for July 28 - Esther 6:1-2 (NLT)
Esther 6:1-2 (NLT)
“That night the king had trouble sleeping, so he ordered an attendant to bring the book of the history of his reign so it could be read to him. In those records he discovered an account of how Mordecai had exposed the plot of Bigthana and Teresh, two of the eunuchs who guarded the door to the king’s private quarters. They had plotted to assassinate King Xerxes.”
In Esther 6:1–2, the night before Haman planned to execute Mordecai, King Xerxes had trouble sleeping, so he ordered the book of the chronicles of his reign to be read to him. As it was being read, the king discovered the account of how Mordecai had uncovered a plot to assassinate him. The king's sleepless night seemed insignificant, yet it became the turning point of the entire story.
One Bible commentary I read noted that the king's inability to sleep can be seen as divine intervention, with the Lord orchestrating events according to His purposes. Father-God used a seemingly ordinary and insignificant event to fulfill His plan. Even though Father-God's name is never mentioned in the book of Esther, His providence is clearly evident in these verses.
These verses remind me that even when I cannot see Father-God at work, He is faithfully arranging circumstances according to His perfect timing. What seemed like an ordinary event—a king unable to sleep and reading a book—became one piece of His greater plan. The Lord often accomplishes His purposes through ordinary circumstances that may seem insignificant to us.
If these verses resonate with you—if you feel drawn to place your faith in Jesus Christ, the One who works behind the scenes even when we cannot see Him—this may be your moment. Open your heart to Him. Speak to Him in prayer. Tell Him you trust Him and desire to walk with Him. He is faithful, and He will meet you exactly where you are.
Heavenly Father, I give You my life. Please forgive me for all my sins and wash me clean through the blood of Jesus. I believe in my heart that You raised Jesus from the dead, and I confess with my mouth that Jesus is my Lord and Savior. I receive Your forgiveness and the gift of salvation. Thank You, Lord—I am saved, I am forgiven, I am clean, and I am made new in Jesus’ name. Amen.
If you prayed this prayer, welcome to the family of Father-God! I encourage you to find and join a Holy Spirit–filled, full-Gospel, Bible-based church where you can grow in your faith and experience the Lord’s love, signs, wonders, and miracles in your life.
Monday, July 27, 2026
Day 206 Bible Readings - Esther 4:15-16 (NLT)
Esther 4:15-16 (NLT)
“Then Esther sent this reply to Mordecai: ‘Go and gather together all the Jews of Susa and fast for me. Do not eat or drink for three days, night or day. My maids and I will do the same. And then, though it is against the law, I will go in to see the king. If I must die, I must die.’”
In Esther 4:15–16, Esther answered Mordecai's plea for help by telling him to have the Jewish people fast for her for three days and nights. Then Esther said that she and her maids would do the same. After the fast, Esther promised she would go before the king, even though she had not been summoned. She declared that if she perished, she perished.
Esther trusted the Lord enough to fast and to ask the people to fast for her, since fasting is often associated with seeking Father-God's guidance, favor, or intervention. She also trusted the Lord enough to approach the king without being summoned, even though doing so could cost her life. Esther was willing to risk everything to save her people.
These verses remind me that I need to trust in the Lord when facing difficult situations. I also need to seek Father-God through prayer and, at times, fasting as I ask for His guidance and intervention. Esther's story also shows that asking others to pray for me is another way to seek the Lord during difficult times. Finally, Esther's courage to approach the king without being summoned and her willingness to die for her people show me that she submitted herself to the Lord's will and trusted Him with the outcome, no matter what happened.
If these verses resonate with you—if you feel drawn to place your faith in Jesus Christ, the One who is faithful and worth of out trust, whatever the outcome will be—this may be your moment. Open your heart to Him. Speak to Him in prayer. Tell Him you trust Him and desire to walk with Him. He is faithful, and He will meet you exactly where you are.
Heavenly Father, I give You my life. Please forgive me for all my sins and wash me clean through the blood of Jesus. I believe in my heart that You raised Jesus from the dead, and I confess with my mouth that Jesus is my Lord and Savior. I receive Your forgiveness and the gift of salvation. Thank You, Lord—I am saved, I am forgiven, I am clean, and I am made new in Jesus’ name. Amen.
If you prayed this prayer, welcome to the family of Father-God! I encourage you to find and join a Holy Spirit–filled, full-Gospel, Bible-based church where you can grow in your faith and experience the Lord’s love, signs, wonders, and miracles in your life.
Sunday, July 26, 2026
Day 205 Bible Readings - Lamentations 5:19 (NLT)
Lamentations 4-5, Psalm 50
Lamentations 5:19 (NLT)
“But Lord, you remain the same forever! Your throne continues from generation to generation.”
In Lamentations 5:19, Jeremiah prays for the restoration of Jerusalem and its people while focusing on the Lord's eternal and unchanging nature. Father-God's reign is everlasting, and His throne endures from generation to generation.
One Bible commentary I read noted that Jeremiah's confidence in the Lord's eternal reign reflects the covenant relationship between the Lord and His people. In times of distress, remembering that the Lord's reign is unchanging gives believers comfort and hope. Because Father-God's throne endures, we can see His faithfulness throughout history and trust Him with our future.
This verse reminds me that while my circumstances constantly change, the Lord's character and promises remain steadfast. I know I can place my future in the hands of Father-God, whose plans and purposes are always good.
If this verse resonates with you—if you feel drawn to place your faith in Jesus Christ, the One whose character and promises are unchanging—this may be your moment. Open your heart to Him. Speak to Him in prayer. Tell Him you trust Him and desire to walk with Him. He is faithful, and He will meet you exactly where you are.
Heavenly Father, I give You my life. Please forgive me for all my sins and wash me clean through the blood of Jesus. I believe in my heart that You raised Jesus from the dead, and I confess with my mouth that Jesus is my Lord and Savior. I receive Your forgiveness and the gift of salvation. Thank You, Lord—I am saved, I am forgiven, I am clean, and I am made new in Jesus’ name. Amen.
If you prayed this prayer, welcome to the family of Father-God! I encourage you to find and join a Holy Spirit–filled, full-Gospel, Bible-based church where you can grow in your faith and experience the Lord’s
love, signs, wonders, and miracles in your life.
Day 204 Bible Readings for July 25 - Lamentations 3:21-22 (NLT)
Lamentations 3:21-22 (NLT)
“Yet I still dare to hope when I remember this: The faithful love of the Lord never ends! His mercies never cease.”
In Lamentations 3:21–22, Jeremiah finds hope by remembering the Lord’s past faithfulness and mercies in his life. In another translation, Jeremiah wrote that a remnant of Israel survived after the destruction of Jerusalem by the Babylonians, and their survival was solely due to Father-God’s mercy and grace, not because of any merit of the people.
One Bible commentary I read noted that hope is not passive. Having hope requires believers to actively recall the Lord’s promises, along with His past faithfulness and mercies. Even in the midst of suffering, we need to remember that we have not been completely consumed because of the Lord’s devotion to care for His children.
I have incorporated this practice into my own life. When I go through a challenging situation, I intentionally remind myself of all the blessings the Lord has bestowed on me. Thinking about how faithfully the Lord has cared for me over the years gives me hope that He will help me again, even in the midst of my present suffering. I tell myself, He didn't fail me all those other times—why would He fail me now?
If these verses resonate with you—if you feel drawn to place your faith in Jesus Christ, the One who is always faithful to His promises and mercies toward those who believe in Him—this may be your moment. Open your heart to Him. Speak to Him in prayer. Tell Him you trust Him and desire to walk with Him. He is faithful, and He will meet you exactly where you are.
Heavenly Father, I give You my life. Please forgive me for all my sins and wash me clean through the blood of Jesus. I believe in my heart that You raised Jesus from the dead, and I confess with my mouth that Jesus is my Lord and Savior. I receive Your forgiveness and the gift of salvation. Thank You, Lord—I am saved, I am forgiven, I am clean, and I am made new in Jesus’ name. Amen.
If you prayed this prayer, welcome to the family of Father-God! I encourage you to find and join a Holy Spirit–filled, full-Gospel, Bible-based church where you can grow in your faith and experience the Lord’s love, signs, wonders, and miracles in your life.