S. Brenda Elfgirl - I was told I am an elf in a parallel life, and I live in the Arizona desert exploring what this means. I've had this blog for a while and I write about the things that interest me. My spiritual teacher told me that my journey in life is about balancing "the perfect oneness of a sweetness heart and the effulgent soul". My inner and outer lives are like parallel lines that will one day meet, but only when there is a new way of thinking. Read on as I try to find the balance.
Monday, December 22, 2025
Day 354 Bible Readings for December 21 - Proverbs 27:23–24 (ESV)
Proverbs 27:23–24 (ESV)
“Know well the condition of your flocks, and give attention to your herds, for riches do not last forever; nor does a crown endure to all generations.”
In Proverbs 27:23–24, Solomon reminds believers to be faithful stewards—not only because resources are temporary, but because stewardship trains the heart in contentment and trust in the Lord’s provision. Everything in this world is temporary, and a believer can lose it easily. The Lord calls His people to care wisely for what He has given them. Solomon teaches that even generational wealth does not last forever; the only wealth worth preserving is spiritual wealth and reliance on the Lord to provide for all our needs.
During this Christmas season, I have been asking myself whether I am consistently being a good steward of my finances. Am I giving from contentment or expectation? Am I spending too much on gifts? Does my tree really need more ornaments? Do I need a poinsettia in every room—or five versions of fruitcake? I’ve been asking the Holy Spirit to examine not just what I spend, but why—whether my giving flows from contentment or expectation. The Holy Spirit has gently asked me whether, if I spend more money on gifts and do not receive something equal in return, I might become resentful. The Lord gives without expecting anything in return because He loves His children. Am I able to give with the same heart?
Learning to steward my resources well helps me feel that I am pleasing the Lord. It is teaching me how to give as He gives and freeing my heart from the constant pull of needing more. This is the path to true spiritual wealth. True contentment is learned when we trust Father-God to provide and when we steward what He places in our hands.
If these verses resonate with you—if you feel compelled to place your faith in Jesus Christ, the One who gives true spiritual wealth—this could be your moment. Open your heart to Him. Speak to Him in the following prayer and express your trust in Him. Share your desire to walk with Him and welcome His presence into your life. God is faithful and ready to meet you wherever you are.
Heavenly Father, I give You my life. Please forgive me for all my sins and wash me clean through the blood of Jesus. I believe in my heart that You raised Jesus from the dead, and I confess with my mouth that Jesus is my Lord and Savior. Right now, I receive Your forgiveness and the gift of salvation. Thank You, Lord—I am saved, I am forgiven, I am clean, and I am made new in Jesus’ name. Amen.
If you prayed this prayer, welcome to the family of Father-God! I encourage you to find and join a Holy Spirit–filled, full-Gospel, Bible-based church where you can grow in your faith and experience the Lord’s love, signs, wonders, and miracles in your life.
Day 353 Bible Readings for December 20 – Proverbs 27:20 (ESV)
Ezra 4-5, Revelation 11, Proverbs 27: 15-22
Proverbs 27:20 (ESV)
“Sheol and Abaddon are never satisfied, and never satisfied are the eyes of
man.”
In Proverbs 27:20, Solomon reminds believers about the
nature of true contentment. In biblical literature, Sheol is often
understood as the realm of the dead—not hell, but a place of waiting. Abaddon,
which is translated as “destruction,” is associated with death and the grave.
Together, Sheol and Abaddon symbolize an unending cycle of loss and decay that
is never satisfied. Solomon compares this restless nature to the human heart,
which is continually seeking more and rarely content. True satisfaction, he
teaches, cannot be found in endless desire but only in a relationship with the
Lord. Believers are called to find contentment in Christ rather than in the
temporary pleasures of the world.
True contentment is something I often struggle with in my
own life. I know that the pursuit of material wealth and possessions has led me
into a never-ending cycle of dissatisfaction in the past, yet that knowledge
alone has not always stopped my desires for more. To combat this
discontentment, I am learning to cultivate a desire for what Father-God wants
rather than what I want. I am also choosing to grow in generosity and
gratitude. Instead of striving for temporary pleasures, I want to be
dissatisfied only with how generously I give to the poor and how faithfully I
please the Lord. I know my true satisfaction comes from obedience to Father-God
and living in a way that honors Him.
If this verse resonates with you—if you feel compelled to
place your faith in Jesus Christ, the One who gives true satisfaction—this
could be your moment. Open your heart to Him. Speak to Him in the following
prayer and express your trust in Him. Share your desire to walk with Him and
welcome His presence into your life. God is faithful and ready to meet you
wherever you are.
Heavenly Father, I give You my life. Please forgive me for
all my sins and wash me clean through the blood of Jesus. I believe in my heart
that You raised Jesus from the dead, and I confess with my mouth that Jesus is
my Lord and Savior. Right now, I receive Your forgiveness and the gift of
salvation. Thank You, Lord—I am saved, I am forgiven, I am clean, and I am made
new in Jesus’ name. Amen.
If you prayed this prayer, welcome to the family of Father-God! I encourage you to find and join a Holy Spirit–filled, full-Gospel, Bible-based church where you can grow in your faith and experience the Lord’s love, signs, wonders, and miracles in your life.
Friday, December 19, 2025
Day 352 Bible Readings - Ezra 3:12-13 (ESV)
Ezra 3, Revelation 9:13-21, Revelation 10, Proverbs 27:5-14
Ezra 3:12-13 (ESV)
“But many of the priests and Levites and heads of fathers’
houses, old men who had seen the first house, wept with a loud voice when they
saw the foundation of this house being laid, though many shouted aloud for joy,
so that the people could not distinguish the sound of the joyful shout from the
sound of the people’s weeping, for the people shouted with a great shout, and
the sound was heard far away.”
In Ezra 3:12–13, the Old Testament scribe Ezra describes the
varied reactions of the Israelites as they laid the foundation of the new
temple. The older priests, Levites, and heads of families wept as they
remembered Solomon’s temple. At the same time, the younger generation shouted
with joy, having no memory of the first temple and feeling filled with hope and
renewal. Ezra presents these mixed emotions as natural, because restoration
often brings both grief and joy.
These verses remind us that any significant change in a
believer’s life can stir mixed emotions. Earlier this year, changing churches
filled me with many of those same feelings. I felt sadness leaving my old
church because of the friendships I had formed and the memories I cherished
there. At the same time, I felt joy knowing I had found a church that would
help deepen my faith and strengthen my relationship with the Lord and the Holy
Spirit. Like the Israelites returning from the Babylonian exile, I was laying a
new foundation in my life.
The church I previously attended was quite large and offered
many programs. My new church, though smaller, continues to grow each week and
feels much like an early church from the book of Acts—alive with faith and
marked by regular testimonies of God’s work. Ezra reminds believers that even
amid change, Father-God’s faithfulness remains constant. In both past and
future, God is with us. We are called to trust in His promises, because they
bring hope and encouragement through every season of change.
If these verses resonate with you—if you feel compelled to
place your faith in Jesus Christ, the One who walks with us through every
change in life—this could be your moment. Open your heart to Him. Speak to Him
through the following prayer and express your trust in Him. Share your desire
to walk with Him and welcome His presence into your life. God is faithful and
ready to meet you wherever you are.
Heavenly Father, I give You my life. Please forgive me for
all my sins and wash me clean through the blood of Jesus. I believe in my heart
that You raised Jesus from the dead, and I confess with my mouth that Jesus is
my Lord and Savior. Right now, I receive Your forgiveness and the gift of
salvation. Thank You, Lord—I am saved, I am forgiven, I am clean, and I am made
new in Jesus’ name. Amen.
If you prayed this prayer, welcome to the family of
Father-God! I encourage you to find and join a Holy Spirit-filled, full-Gospel,
Bible-based church where you can grow in your faith and experience the Lord’s
love, signs, wonders, and miracles in your life.
Thursday, December 18, 2025
Day 351 Bible Readings - Proverbs 26:24-26 (ESV)
Ezra 1-2, Revelation 8, Revelation 9:1-12, Proverbs 26:23-28, Proverbs 27:1-4
Proverbs 26:24-26 (ESV)
“Whoever hates disguises himself with his lips and harbors
deceit in his heart; when he speaks graciously, believe him not, for there are
seven abominations in his heart; though his hatred be covered with deception, his
wickedness will be exposed in the assembly.”
In Proverbs 26:24–26, Solomon warns believers about people
who harbor hidden hatred. He explains that those who hate others rarely want
their true feelings to be known, so they disguise their intentions through
their words. Such people deceive with charm, gracious behavior, and flattering
speech. Solomon reassures believers that, no matter how carefully hidden,
hatred will eventually be exposed and brought to light.
Before I developed a close relationship with the Holy
Spirit, I was sometimes deceived by people’s charm. I assumed they genuinely
liked me, only to discover later that they had ulterior motives. A woman at
work once made friendly overtures toward me, but I later realized she was
interested in befriending me only because I worked directly for the vice
president of our group. I also once dated a man who claimed we shared the same
faith. After avoiding church for a month, he eventually admitted that he had pretended
to share my beliefs simply so I would go out with him.
Now, I seek Father-God’s wisdom in my relationships and ask
the Holy Spirit for discernment, so I can see beyond outward appearances and
flattering words. I also trust God the Father to reveal what is hidden and to
judge the intentions of people’s hearts in His time.
If these verses resonate with you—if you feel compelled to
place your faith in Jesus Christ, the One who gives discernment and reveals
truth—this could be your moment. Open your heart to Him. Speak to Him through
the following prayer and express your trust in Him. Share your desire to walk
with Him and welcome His presence into your life. God is faithful and ready to
meet you wherever you are.
Heavenly Father, I give You my life. Please forgive me for
all my sins and wash me clean through the blood of Jesus. I believe in my heart
that You raised Jesus from the dead, and I confess with my mouth that Jesus is
my Lord and Savior. Right now, I receive Your forgiveness and the gift of
salvation. Thank You, Lord—I am saved, I am forgiven, I am clean, and I am made
new in Jesus’ name. Amen.
If you prayed this prayer, welcome to the family of
Father-God! I encourage you to find and join a Holy Spirit-filled, full-Gospel,
Bible-based church where you can grow in your faith and experience the Lord’s
love, signs, wonders, and miracles in your life.