S. Brenda Elfgirl - I was told I am an elf in a parallel life, and I live in the Arizona desert exploring what this means. I've had this blog for a while and I write about the things that interest me. My spiritual teacher told me that my journey in life is about balancing "the perfect oneness of a sweetness heart and the effulgent soul". My inner and outer lives are like parallel lines that will one day meet, but only when there is a new way of thinking. Read on as I try to find the balance.
Sunday, January 11, 2026
Day 9 Bible Readings - Genesis 31:10-12 (NLT)
Genesis 31:10-12 (NLT)
“One time during the mating season, I had a dream and saw that the male goats mating with the females were streaked, speckled, and spotted. Then in my dream, the angel of God said to me, ‘Jacob!’ And I replied, ‘Yes, here I am.’ The angel said, ‘Look up, and you will see that only the streaked, speckled, and spotted males are mating with the females of your flock. For I have seen how Laban has treated you.’”
In Genesis 31:10–12, we read about how the Lord can provide for believers in unexpected ways. Jacob had a dream in which the Lord revealed how his flocks would increase through divine intervention. An angel explained that Father-God had seen the injustice of Laban’s treatment toward Jacob and would intervene on Jacob’s behalf. Despite Laban’s repeated attempts to cheat him, the Lord remained faithful to His word, and Jacob became prosperous.
I have always been drawn to this story because it shows the supernatural way the Lord increased Jacob’s flocks. It reminds us that we can trust in Father-God’s power to fulfill His promises, regardless of our circumstances. Jacob trusted the Lord’s revelation in the dream and obeyed it; he did not try to manipulate the outcome through his own efforts. He believed what the Lord had shown him, and God brought about the increase.
When the Holy Spirit prompted me to move to a different state, I tried to secure a job in the city before relocating. I spent six months job hunting but received no offers. During that time, as I prayed, the Holy Spirit kept assuring me that I would receive a job in six months and not to worry. I moved forward with that assurance, and exactly six months later, I received a job offer for a position I would not normally have pursued.
That job turned out to be a blessing in unexpected ways. I was able to enjoy experiences I had always hoped for, including attending a nighttime Christmas office party at a hotel—something I had always wanted to experience—where I even won a $100 Visa gift card. Within six months of being hired, I also attended a work conference in Santa Fe, New Mexico, one I had long heard about but never imagined attending. Looking back, I see how the Lord led me into that job not only for provision, but also for experiences He knew would bring me joy.
If these verses resonate with you—if you feel drawn to place your faith in Jesus Christ, the One you can trust to fulfill His promises—this may be your moment. Open your heart to Him. Speak to Him in prayer, expressing your trust, your desire to walk with Him, and your willingness to welcome His presence into your life. God is faithful and ready to meet you exactly where you are.
Heavenly Father, I give You my life. Please forgive me for all my sins and wash me clean through the blood of Jesus. I believe in my heart that You raised Jesus from the dead, and I confess with my mouth that Jesus is my Lord and Savior. Right now, I receive Your forgiveness and the gift of salvation. Thank You, Lord—I am saved, I am forgiven, I am clean, and I am made new in Jesus’ name. Amen.
If you prayed this prayer, welcome to the family of Father-God! I encourage you to find and join a Holy Spirit–filled, full-Gospel, Bible-based church where you can grow in your faith and experience the Lord’s love, signs, wonders, and miracles in your life.
Day 8 Bible Readings for January 10 - Genesis 25:30-33 (NLT)
Genesis 25-28, Psalm 8
Genesis 25:30-33 (NLT)
“Esau said to Jacob, ‘I’m starved! Give me some of that red
stew!’ (This is how Esau got his other name, Edom, which means ‘red.’) ‘All
right,’ Jacob replied, ‘but trade me your rights as the firstborn son.’ ‘Look,
I’m dying of starvation!’ said Esau. ‘What good is my birthright to me now?’ But
Jacob said, ‘First you must swear that your birthright is mine.’ So Esau swore
an oath, thereby selling all his rights as the firstborn to his brother, Jacob.”
In Genesis 25:30–33, we read a story that illustrates what
happens when material desires are valued above spiritual inheritance. Esau
returned from hunting exhausted and hungry. Biblical scholars often note that
Esau had an impulsive nature and tended to prioritize immediate physical
satisfaction over long-term responsibility. In that moment, he disregarded both
his spiritual inheritance and his family role. When Jacob asked Esau to trade
his birthright for food, Esau agreed. He chose immediate gratification over
self-control and valued temporary relief more than the lasting spiritual
blessing that was his by birth.
When I read these verses, I am reminded of the many times in
my past when I valued material security over doing what the Lord was calling me
to do. From a very young age, I knew that writing was something Father-God
created me to do. Yet I continually postponed it because I didn’t know anyone
who made a living as a writer. I didn’t grow up in a household—or a church—that
emphasized fully trusting Father-God for provision and blessing. Instead, I
absorbed the belief that money only comes from relentless hard work or marrying
well.
So I worked hard, but the Holy Spirit continually reminded
me that writing was part of my calling. It wasn’t until I was saved and joined
a full-gospel church—one that emphasizes developing a relationship with Jesus
Christ—that I began to see how many blessings Father-God had already given me.
I am now pursuing a deeper relationship with Christ and listening daily for the
guidance of the Holy Spirit as I step into what Father-God created me to do:
write.
Since making that decision last year, my life has been
filled with joy—not because everything is easy, but because I finally know I am
living in alignment with what the Lord planned for me.
If these verses resonate with you—if you feel drawn to place
your faith in Jesus Christ, the One who has a plan for your life and desires to
fill you with joy—this may be your moment. Open your heart to Him. Speak to Him
in prayer, expressing your trust, your desire to walk with Him, and your
willingness to welcome His presence into your life. God is faithful and ready
to meet you exactly where you are.
Heavenly Father, I give You my life. Please forgive me for
all my sins and wash me clean through the blood of Jesus. I believe in my heart
that You raised Jesus from the dead, and I confess with my mouth that Jesus is
my Lord and Savior. Right now, I receive Your forgiveness and the gift of
salvation. Thank You, Lord—I am saved, I am forgiven, I am clean, and I am made
new in Jesus’ name. Amen.
If you prayed this prayer, welcome to the family of Father-God! I encourage you to find and join a Holy Spirit–filled, full-Gospel, Bible-based church where you can grow in your faith and experience the Lord’s love, signs, wonders, and miracles in your life.
Friday, January 09, 2026
Day 7 Bible Readings - Genesis 22:2-3 (NLT)
Genesis 22-24, Psalm 7
Genesis 22:2-3 (NLT)
“‘Take your son, your only son—yes, Isaac, whom you love so
much—and go to the land of Moriah. Go and sacrifice him as a burnt offering on
one of the mountains, which I will show you.’ The next morning Abraham got up
early. He saddled his donkey and took two of his servants with him, along with
his son, Isaac. Then he chopped wood for a fire for a burnt offering and set
out for the place God had told him about.”
In Genesis 22:2–3, we read another powerful example of
Abraham’s faith. The Lord instructed Abraham to take Isaac, the son he loved,
and offer him as a burnt offering. Father-God was testing Abraham’s faith, for
a burnt offering required Abraham to first take Isaac’s life and then burn his
body completely. The following verse tells us that Abraham did not hesitate. He
rose early the next morning and set out to do exactly as the Lord had
commanded.
When I reflect on Father-God’s test of Abraham’s faith, I
honestly do not know if I would be able to do what Abraham did. Even today, I
struggle to imagine having enough trust in the Lord to sacrifice my own child
if He asked. I have made sacrifices for Father-God that were difficult, but
never a sacrifice of that magnitude. The hardest sacrifice I made, under the
guidance of the Holy Spirit, was quitting my job three years ago to pursue
writing full time.
I had wanted to be a writer since the early 2000s. I joined
writing groups, attended many seminars, and practiced writing daily. Yet
nothing I wrote truly satisfied me. I never gave up on writing entirely, but my
commitment to it waxed and waned depending on the stress I experienced at work.
It wasn’t until I was born again, recommitted my life to
Christ, and joined my current church—one that emphasizes cultivating a
relationship with Jesus Christ—that writing began to feel different. I now pray
and ask the Holy Spirit for inspiration, and as a result, I am working on a
novel I truly love and hope to publish. I know I could not be where I am today
in my writing if I had not joined a church that encourages a deeper
relationship with Father-God.
I now understand that the Lord created me to write stories.
People had told me my whole life that I was a talented writer, but I never
realized that this gift came from God. Now that I recognize this, I wake up
each day with the assurance that I am pleasing the Lord by doing what He has
asked of me. Knowing that Father-God is pleased with me fills me with an
indescribable joy—one I will never willingly give up.
If these verses resonate with you—if you feel drawn to place
your faith in Jesus Christ, the One who has a plan for your life—this may be
your moment. Open your heart to Him. Speak to Him in prayer, expressing your
trust, your desire to walk with Him, and your willingness to welcome His
presence into your life. God is faithful and ready to meet you exactly where
you are.
Heavenly Father, I give You my life. Please forgive me for
all my sins and wash me clean through the blood of Jesus. I believe in my heart
that You raised Jesus from the dead, and I confess with my mouth that Jesus is
my Lord and Savior. Right now, I receive Your forgiveness and the gift of
salvation. Thank You, Lord—I am saved, I am forgiven, I am clean, and I am made
new in Jesus’ name. Amen.
If you prayed this prayer, welcome to the family of Father-God! I encourage you to find and join a Holy Spirit–filled, full-Gospel, Bible-based church where you can grow in your faith and experience the Lord’s love, signs, wonders, and miracles in your life.
Thursday, January 08, 2026
Day 6 Bible Readings - Psalm 6:8-9 (NLT)
Genesis 19-21, Psalm 6
Psalm 6:8-9 (NLT)
“Go away, all you who do evil, for the Lord has heard my
weeping. The Lord has heard my plea; the Lord will answer my prayer.”
In Psalm 6:8–9, David demonstrates complete trust in his
relationship with the Lord. He tells those who commit evil to depart from him
because he knows that Father-God has heard his weeping. David speaks with
confidence, assured that the Lord has heard his prayer and will answer him.
I love David’s unwavering trust in the Lord. Even in times
of deep distress, David never lost confidence that Father-God heard his prayers
and would respond. When we read about the life of King David, we see that his
life was far from peaceful. Although the prophet Samuel anointed David as the
future king of Israel, King Saul spent the remainder of his reign trying to
kill him. David lived as a fugitive, hiding from Saul and his assassins for six
to eight years in the wilderness. Yet during this prolonged and painful season,
David never lost confidence in the Lord’s love for him or in Father-God’s
willingness to hear and answer his prayers.
When I reflect on these verses and remember the trials David
endured while fleeing from Saul, I am inspired to trust the Lord as David did.
The challenges I face in my own life are small by comparison, and David’s trust
in Father-God often surpasses my own. Still, like David, I am learning that
when I place my trust in Father-God, He hears my prayers and faithfully answers
them.
If these verses resonate with you—if you feel drawn to place
your faith in Jesus Christ, the One who hears and answers prayer—this may be
your moment. Open your heart to Him. Speak to Him in prayer, expressing your
trust, your desire to walk with Him, and your willingness to welcome His
presence into your life. God is faithful and ready to meet you exactly where
you are.
Heavenly Father, I give You my life. Please forgive me for
all my sins and wash me clean through the blood of Jesus. I believe in my heart
that You raised Jesus from the dead, and I confess with my mouth that Jesus is
my Lord and Savior. Right now, I receive Your forgiveness and the gift of
salvation. Thank You, Lord—I am saved, I am forgiven, I am clean, and I am made
new in Jesus’ name. Amen.
If you prayed this prayer, welcome to the family of Father-God! I encourage you to find and join a Holy Spirit–filled, full-Gospel, Bible-based church where you can grow in your faith and experience the Lord’s love, signs, wonders, and miracles in your life.