I'm sitting in this device called a Vesica Pisces symbol which is supposed to be a doorway or portal between worlds, and which also symbolizes the intersection between the heaven and the material plane. You can make it yourself and sit in it to relieve stress, so this aritcle says, and to have strange visions.

Who knows if all of this is true, but yesterday I visited the Pleiades cluster in the constellation of Taurus and saw one of their planets. It was a strange desert planet with two suns and two moons. I also visited one of the planets in the Andromedan Galaxy, which was so lush and beautiful. The planet looked alot like earth, only lusher and greener.

I also have my pyramid on my head and took some of my Shamir. For the last couple of hours, I've been hearing my elfgirl character speaking in my head. This is the story she wants to tell.

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If you want to know the real truth of how the world began and then was reborn, you cannot ask someone who can only take you back to Atlantis. Atlantis was the land of those fragile human hybrids and that Enlil and Enki made. Their magic was nothing compared to what was in Lemuria, but Atlantis is all current humankind knows and so they worship as if it was magical place. But perhaps they can be forgiven for Atlantis is all they know of as their memories do not go back that far. Those degenerate humans were not even one of the original root races. There were other humans before them, stronger and taller with all of their 12-strand DNA intact. The hybrid humans that Enlil and Enki made were given only 2-strand DNA, easier to control they said and not so rebellious.

Father and my uncle Shankul had first seen the visions which predicted the ending of our world. We did not know it at the time for they only revealed that far into the distant future one person would come first at the turning of the first millineum and then again later after the turning of the second millenium in the history of the hybrid humans who would restore the seven root races to their rightful place on earth. For in the future, my father and uncle had seen no elves, no fairies, no dwarvs, no merpeople, and if there were devas and angels there were hidden and only revealed themselves when needed by the new humans.

We had laughed back then. Imagining a world without the seven root races was unthinkable. We had lived on the planet for centuries, peacefully for the most part. But then the star visitors came from the Pleiadian cluster they said, and with them their brethren from the Andromedan galaxy. No one saw them as a threat. We had had other visitors from other planets before, though none of the root races had any wish to travel off our own planet. The visitors from the distant stars had always been peaceful, always bringing new plant species and animals and new devices for the root races to try. Some of their teachers even settled on our planet and taught in the many schools for the star visitors often had powers none of us had ever seen.

But the Pleiadians were different as were the Andromedans, although we did not know it at first. It was only later when the enslavements started did we come to know their true natures. Until their arrival, slavery was an unheard of concept. Who would want to own another creature and take away their free will? Such an idea was horrifying and would surely lead to war with the people that one was attempting to enslave. Why even attempt it? But we were not to know then that the star visitors that had come the Pleiades and the Andromedan galaxy were the dark lords, banished from their land for their greed and for their evil. There would be other Pleiadian and Andromedans who would come later to the planet, to try to undo much of their outcasts had bulit, lords of light and peace, a people much like the seven root races. But the evils that the star dark lords and their accomplices Enlil and Enki unfurled would be hard to check, hard to hold back, hard to root out.

The memories come back but they are in pieces, fractured and dreamlike. I was but a young girl back then, about to embark on my schooling. It was the visions that should have warned us. The visions that my uncle Shankul had, and then my father, and which eventually spread among the populace. Even I was not immune to them although I never took them seriously for there too fantastical.

In your world. the turning of the second millenium has come and cosmic stargates are opening. New children are coming into the world who have been sent to try to restore order to the planet. The frequences are shifting and shift daily, and as my father had seen in the visions and which my uncle would later prophesize, at the end of the third month in the sixth year after the turn of the second millenium, the frequencies will open and the veils between the worlds will thin. Those that have chosen to follow the One will be spared, and those that have aligned themselves with the darkness of their forefathers, the ancestors of Enlil and Enki and their Pleiadian and Andromedan dark lords and the triumverate of evil which is again trying to reassert its presence of the planet will be doomed.

My uncle always said that one must always choose between the light and darkness. There is no middle ground. The darkness will always choose to extinguish the light, and the light will always try to light the darkness. So one must choose and choose wisely at every moment.
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I think I used to have ADD or ADHD when I was a kid, one of the two or both. But I had it back in the day when no one really knew what ADD/ADHD was and the only way to treat it was to banish kids out of class. I spent most of my first grade outside of class for bad behavior, not paying attention, telling my teacher I was bored, and then to add insult to injury I constantly argued with her that cats did not sound how we were reading them in books. What a freaky six-year I was arguing with my first grade teacher who was probably in her 40's or 50's. My mother told me I did the same thing in kindergarten teacher because I refused to take a nap and I constantly argued with my teacher when she said things that didn't make sense. Those poor ladies told my mother I had a learning disability and was very SLOW.

But I don't care because I had my revenge on both of them even though I know they meant well when they told my mother I was STUPID and SLOW! By fourth grade I was tested as a having a 9th grade reading level.

But having ADD/ADHD means that I have issues about time and clutter to this day. I found the following in an email about children with ADD which so explains certain things about myself. I get a ton of stuff done, heck I've run the NYC marathon three times and finished c0llege for god's sake, but I feel like ADD/ADHD child personality coming out when it comes to writing and sometimes to housework and cleaning up. My third grade teacher, I was age 8 then so I think it' third grade, made the class keep a journal that we had to turn in. That year we also wrote stories, printed them ourselves on nice paper, and then illustrated them. Afterwards, all of our mini books were donated to the school library so other kids could check them out and read them.

I forgot I was self-published at age 8. How funny is that! I wanted to be a writer at age 8 because of I thought it was so cool to have other people read my stories. I mean, it makes sense doesn't it, that my writing self is an ADD/ADHD child since I got the writing bug at that age. My third grade teacher told me I was a great writer, and encouraged me to pursue it, but I think she said to that everyone in the class. I mean, what else would have been the whole point of the exercise if not to encourage the whole class to become writers. Reading these tips for ADD/ADHD kids makes me think I should apply them to my young ADD/ADHD writing self, because she is in serious rebellion right now and refuses to write.

Recommended many practical approaches that you can do at home to help your ADD/ADHD child

A Home Work Binder – ADD/ADHD children need all of their information in one central location, so they only have to keep trackof one item. Put several spiral notebooks in a binder, (one for each subject at school) and staple a large envelopeto the front of each spiral. All homework gets put in the envelopes,and only taken out to work on or turn in. All written info for the class, including homework assignments, is kept in the correct spiral, and is not removed unless turning in. Pencils and other supplies need to be kept filled in a pencil bag in the binder.

Home Calendar – ADD/ADHD children need one location at home to check for assignments, appointments, holidays, chores, etc. Place one large calendar in a central location in the house where your child can check their schedule. (this is why Palms and their knockoffs were invented and yes I have one).

Organized Bedroom – in Baby Steps!! It is overwhelming to an ADD/ADHD child to have to clean aroom all at once. It needs to be broken down in small steps, so a child can see the light at the end of the tunnel. (this really applies to novels)

Minimizing – Find out what your ADD/ADHD child palys with , and then get rid of everything else! ADD/ADHD children cannot function in chaos. Chaos breeds chaos, and their minds need peace to help themfocus. Go through all the toys, closets, etc, and get rid of as much as possible. This will also make it easier for your child to keep a clean room.

Daily Schedule – Writie down a schedule for your ADD/ADHD child, and having the child refer to it during the day. When to take medicine,when to do homework, etc. and post it near the calendar to help your child remember what comes next. (Routines work!!!!)

I started reading Nicholas Sparks' "Message in a Bottle" this morning. Yes, I know, the man is a like such a sappy happy writer, but I love his books. They are easy to read on the train, very engaging, and reading it is like watching a soap opera. The guy is like a male Danielle Steel, and I used to have such a thing for her books.

I read "A Walk to Remember" and I was surprised how good the book was compared to the very boring movie. I never fall asleep during a movie, but I fell asleep several times to the movie version of the this book. I liked the book and how he wrote it in first person so much, that I bought it used at a bookstore so I could use it for reference as I write my novels in first person.

And no, I will not rent the movie but instead wait for it to come on TV. I don't want to be disappointed by another bad Nicholas Sparks movie adaptation.

I have screenwriting seminar tomorrow and I haven't done a bit of writing. Breakups are bad for my writing muse. All she wants to do is moon about and long the lost of her love. Still it must have that been that bad of a breakup because my kineseologist whom I saw today, said that he noted that my immune system was working quite well which meant to him that I was not experiencing much stress or emotional trauma. So much for the trauma of a breakup with a man I was prepared to move to Lala land for.

So I am comforting myself by watching A&E's "Pride and Prejudice" on DVD which I just purchased today at Costco for $16.99. It was such a good deal that I had to purchase it. I videotaped it but the DVD unlike my videotapes have no commercials.

I am also being quite domestic and cooking some corned beef and cabbage in honour of St. Patrick's Day. I had the dish for lunch at Max's yesterday which I thoroughly enjoyed and since I love the dish, I decided to make it myself so I could eat it my fill. There is something very yummy about salty boiled meat and veggies. It's such a hardy dish.

But I supposed I should write something to take into my seminar, even though I am so over screenwriting and want to concentrate on writing novels instead. I think this is the last class and I will not be renewing. I really like this screenwriting group; they are such nice people. Two people in my group have their screenplays circulating around Hollywood right now.

One of the screenplays is a horror movie and the other one is I believe the female version of "Brokeback Mountain, which I understand Hollywood producers are hot on the trail of.

I did make notes to rewrite the beginning of my screenplay, and I suppose I could write a few pages to take to my seminar tomorrow.

I'm not a very good writer I dare say right now, even though I have been doing freewrites.