S. Brenda Elfgirl - I was told I am an elf in a parallel life, and I live in the Arizona desert exploring what this means. I've had this blog for a while and I write about the things that interest me. My spiritual teacher told me that my journey in life is about balancing "the perfect oneness of a sweetness heart and the effulgent soul". My inner and outer lives are like parallel lines that will one day meet, but only when there is a new way of thinking. Read on as I try to find the balance.
Saturday, December 16, 2023
Friday, December 15, 2023
Day 347 Bible Reading
Revelation 4: 11 (ESV)
“Worthy are you, our Lord and God, to receive glory and
honor and power, for you created all things, and by your will they existed and
were created.”
When I think of the Book of Revelations, I usually think of
the prophecies of how Jesus will return to the world. This line from Revelation
4 reminds me that there is also beautiful poetry in this book. Others have had
this thought as well because I found a beautiful song based on Revelations 4. When
I listened to the song, I knew I had heard it before. “Revelation Song” written
by Jennie Lee Riddle is so amazing. Other singers and groups have covered this song,
but I love Jennie’s version because she wrote the song.
For your listening pleasure -
Thursday, December 14, 2023
Day 346 Bible Reading (ESV)
Esther 4: 14
“For if you keep silent at this time, relief and deliverance
will rise for the Jews from another place, but you and your father's house will
perish. And who knows whether you have not come to the kingdom for such a time
as this?”
I love this line from Esther 3! Mordecai is speaking to his
sister Esther and tells her that if she keeps silent, God will send help from another
person, but she will perish. But perhaps you have become queen of the land so
you can help the Jews escape death.
I know sometimes when I think about doing something, the
thought always occurs to me that I do nothing then someone else will surely say
or something. But then guilt washes over me and I think, is that bad karma if I
do nothing? Will is perish for not taking action or speaking? Then another
thought comes into my head that says “maybe I was put into the position precisely
because I was meant to do something about it. I have all this power and maybe I
can put the power to good use.
It's such an interesting line “And who knows whether you
have not come to the kingdom for such a time as this?” I don’t think we can really
know what our role is in life. We need to pray to God and wait for him to let
us know or send a sign to guide our way. It is seductive to think I was born to
be do something, but I think until one checks in with God, one has to cautious and
always try to discern what role God wants us play in this world.
Wednesday, December 13, 2023
Day 345 Bible Reading
I don’t have a specific bible passage today that struck me
today, so I want to write about the Book of Esther since we started reading it
today. There is no mention of God or God’s covenant in the Book of Esther, but
it seems clear from the reading that the characters in the book never forgot
about the Covenant God made with Moses and his people. Even though the
characters in this story have been in exile from Jerusalem, they have held on to
their faith and the expectation that God is watching over them and will rescue
his people from harm.
Their faith is strong, and I envy their unwavering faith in
God’s protection over their lives. The Book of Esther reminds me that to truly
have faith in God, one must always expect and depend on God’s intervention in
our lives. The Book of Esther seems to be an example of people with true faith
in God.