Day 21 Bible Reading
Genesis 41 & 42, Matthew 14: 22-36, Matthew 15: 1-9, Psalm
12
Matthew 14: 29-31
“He said, “Come.” So Peter got out of the boat and walked on
the water and came to Jesus. But when he saw the wind, he was afraid, and
beginning to sink he cried out, “Lord, save me.” Jesus immediately reached out
his hand and took hold of him, saying to him, “O you of little faith, why did
you doubt?”’
These verses from Matthew 14 remind me so much of my own
journey with Christ. There have been so many times where I feel like God has
asked me to trust him as a demonstration of my faith. And I have tried to do that,
and so many, many times, I felt afraid and it felt like I was sinking. And then
something happened which saved me, and it felt like Christ was reaching out his
hand to me and saying the exact words he said to Peter. Except unlike Peter, my
experience wasn’t as dramatic as his out on the sea of Galilee. Peter had to
experience it once, whereas I’ve had this experience many, many times. And after
all these years, I still have doubts even though I have so much evidence that
God never breaks his promises to me. And maybe it’s because when God did
fulfill his promise, it didn’t happen in exactly the way I wanted it to happen,
didn’t happen like the picture I had in my head. But God always came through
with his promise, and it was much later in hindsight that I realized his way
was the best way for the thing to happen.