Day 30 Bible Readings – Matthew 20: 21-22 (ESV)

Job 15-18, Matthew 20: 20-34, Psalm 19: 1-6

Matthew 20: 21-22 (ESV)

“And he said to her, “What do you want?” She said to him, “Say that these two sons of mine are to sit, one at your right hand and one at your left, in your kingdom.” Jesus answered, “You do not know what you are asking. Are you able to drink the cup that I am to drink?” They said to him, “We are able.”

In verses 21 and 22 from Matthew 20, we see Jesus’ response when the mother of the disciples James and John asks if her son can sign on the right and left hand of Jesus. From reading Jesus’ response, I can imagine he must have been horrified by this request. Although Jesus had been dropping hints to his disciples about what would happen to him, they did not understand him. I think if they did understand how Jesus would die, James and John would have been horrified as well by their mother’s request. When Jesus asked the brothers if they were able to follow him, they answered yes. I think Jesus knew their future, and knew that James would die for being his follower. Although John did not die in the same way as James, he would suffer because he was a follower of Christ. I do feel sorry for the mother of James and John. She loved Jesus but she did not understand that his kingdom would be in heaven and not on earth. But they will all find out soon and I feel so much sympathy for mother of James and John, as she will realize just exactly what she was asking for when she made this request and will be fulfilled when James dies later after Christ was crucified and resurrected.

Day 29 Bible Readings – Job 12: 7-10 (ESV)

Job 11-14, Matthew 20: 1-19, Psalm 18: 43-50

Job 12: 7-10 (ESV)

“But ask the beasts, and they will teach you; the birds of the heavens, and they will tell you; or the bushes of the earth, and they will teach you; and the fish of the sea will declare to you. Who among all these does not know that the hand of the Lord has done this? In his hand is the life of every living thing and the breath of all mankind.”

In verses 7 through 10 from Job 12, Job explains to his friend Zophar that all of God’s creatures know the power of God. They know that God made them and that he knows all about them, and that their whole life is overseen by God. I find Job’s response interesting since he seems to have forgotten that God made him as well, and that God has a hand in everything he does. Job doesn’t see his present difficulties as coming from God or a testing from God, at not yet. Job wonders why God allowed such difficulties to come into his life, and he starts to doubt in his faith in God. Job ask later what sin he committed because he knew he had committed no sins.

Job shows us that our faith in God can be shaken when we are facing great difficulties. But if Job had not gone through the suffering he did, his faith would not have been strengthened. God was testing Job and knew that Job would eventually reason through all of his doubts and come back to his faith.

Day 28 Bible Readings – Matthew 18: 23-24 (ESV)

Job 8-10, Matthew 19: 16-30, Psalm 18: 37-42

Matthew 18: 23-24 (ESV)

“And Jesus said to his disciples, “Truly, I say to you, only with difficulty will a rich person enter the kingdom of heaven. Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to enter the kingdom of God.”

In verses 23 and 24 from Matthew 18, Jesus tells his disciples that it will be hard for someone who is reach to enter the kingdom of heaven. In the Bible commentaries I read, many scholars noted that riches are a problem for the people that have them because wealth makes you satisfied with life. If one is satisfied with one’s life, there is often no reason for a person to want to pursue a relationship with God because they have no needs or wants. There are also cases where people spend so much time seeking and then managing their riches, that they have no time to seek a relationship with God. But to not seek God even if you are satisfied with your wealth is wrong because wealth does not last. Wealth can be taken away from a person at any time, and if you do not have a relationship with God you will not be able to rely on Christ to help you get through life if a financial disaster should befall you.

Day 27 Bible Readings – Psalm 18: 28-30 (ESV)

Job 4-7, Matthew 19: 1-15, Psalm 18: 25-36

Psalm 18: 28-30 (ESV)

“For it is you who light my lamp; the Lord my God lightens my darkness. For by you I can run against a troop, and by my God I can leap over a wall. This God—his way is perfect; the word of the Lord proves true; he is a shield for all those who take refuge in him.:

In verses 28 through 30 in Psalm 18, David talks about his confidence in the future with God on his side. David says God will help light his darkness so he can make good decision as a king. God will also give him strength to run against a troop or leap over a wall. David says God’s way is perfect, and God always fulfills his promises. David knows first hand that God is a shield and will protect all who take refuge in him. I love how David says God lights his lamp and lightens his darkness, because that is how I see God. God always lightens my darkness.