Day 130 Bible Reading - John 6: 25-27 (ESV)

Judges 10 & 11, John 6: 25-59, Psalm 73: 1-14

John 6: 25-27 (ESV)

“When they found him on the other side of the sea, they said to him, “Rabbi, when did you come here?” Jesus answered them, “Truly, truly, I say to you, you are seeking me, not because you saw signs, but because you ate your fill of the loaves. Do not work for the food that perishes, but for the food that endures to eternal life, which the Son of Man will give to you. For on him God the Father has set his seal.”

Verses 25 through 27 from John 6 stood out to me because instead of answering the crowd’s question, Jesus told them why they were seeking him. It made me wonder if this is the thought that God has when we pray for him to grant us things? Do we want a God who only gives us constant miracles? Or do we want more?  Jesus tells us that we need to want more than miracles because miracles only last for so long, which is true.  We ask God for a miracle and it happens, and then we need more miracles because the miracle we asked for didn’t last or was only for a specific thing.

Jesus tells us we need to ask God for “food that endures to eternal life” which is only through faith in him.  Jesus tells us we need more than the miracle for material things. We need miracles that bring us spiritual fulfillment and eternal life. But it’s hard because we live in a physical and material world, and sometimes we need miracles just to get by. Or do we? Would spiritual fulfillment solve everything in our life? To be honest I don’t know. I don’t think I have spiritual fulfillment. I have belief in God, but spiritual fulfillment. What does that even mean. For me, it’s all baby steps right now. I want to strengthen my faith in God, so I can quiet the constant doubts in my head for at least a little while. I’m not sure I can quiet them forever, because doubt seems part of the human being package of living. But it would be nice to have more than a few minutes of a doubt free mind.

Day 129 Bible Reading - John 6: 16-21 (ESV)

Judges 9, John 6: 1-24, Psalm 72

John 6: 16-21 (ESV)

“When evening came, his disciples went down to the sea, got into a boat, and started across the sea to Capernaum. It was now dark, and Jesus had not yet come to them. The sea became rough because a strong wind was blowing. 19 When they had rowed about three or four miles, they saw Jesus walking on the sea and coming near the boat, and they were frightened. But he said to them, “It is I; do not be afraid.”  Then they were glad to take him into the boat, and immediately the boat was at the land to which they were going.”

Verses 16 through 21 from John 6 shows the scene where the disciples see Jesus walking on the sea. I love this scene because it must have been very strange and frightening to see someone walking on the water.  Jesus must have sensed their fear because he said to them “It is I; do not be afraid.” A bible commentary I read had this comment about these lines; with these line Jesus was bring supernatural help and comfort to his disciples which is what they needed at the time. As soon as Jesus got into the boat, the boat magically came to shore where they were going.

Whenever I read these verses, I always wonder to myself how I would have reacted? Would I have screamed in terror? Or, would I just stare and freeze like a deer in fright? I would like to think that as soon as I heard the voice of Christ identifying himself and telling me not be afraid, the fear would leave me. But I don’t know if that would be enough because this event is so strange.

The Chosen TV series did a great job showing Jesus walking on the water, and showing what was written about this scene in the gospel of Matthew and Mark. The writers and actors did a great job of showing the fear the disciples must have felt as well.

Enjoy the scene of Jesus walking on the water from the Chosen TV series from season 3, episode 8.

Day 128 Bible Reading - John 5: 31-32 (ESV)

Judges 7: 9-25, Judges 8, John 5: 31-47, Psalm 71: 19-24

John 5: 31-32 (ESV)

“If I alone bear witness about myself, my testimony is not true. There is another who bears witness about me, and I know that the testimony that he bears about me is true.”

I like verses 31 through 32 from John 5 because Jesus is saying and I paraphrase “Look, don’t my word for it about who I am and the miracles I have performed. I have a witness for you.” In fact, Jesus had three witnesses he could talk about. The bible commentaries I’ve read also reference that Jesus was following Old Testament law that was established in Deuteronomy 19: 15 which says, “A single witness shall not suffice against a person for any crime or for any wrong in connection with any offense that he has committed. Only on the evidence of two witnesses or of three witnesses shall a charge be established.” Christ did not commit a crime, but the principle in this verse from Deuteronomy establishes that you need two or three witnesses as evidence of what you have done.

I like this principle of having three witnesses to establish who you are and what you’ve done, so people can’t just claim to be something. They’ve got to be able to prove to others that they have an established pattern and evidence of what they and what they’ve done or evidentiary documentation. It’s a good rule to follow as well to gauge if you’ve changed something about yourself. Can you point to three times where you’ve done something differently than what you might have done? Are there three different circumstances where you chose something other than your normal pattern of behavior? If you can establish the pattern of three in your behavior, I think you can take it as an indication that you have changed and call that a success.

Day 127 Bible Reading - Judges 6: 14-16 (ESV)

Judges 6, Judges 7: 1-8, John 5: 16-30, Psalm 71: 9-18

Judges 6: 14-16 (ESV)

“And the Lord turned to him and said, “Go in this might of yours and save Israel from the hand of Midian; do not I send you?” And he said to him, “Please, Lord, how can I save Israel? Behold, my clan is the weakest in Manasseh, and I am the least in my father's house.” And the Lord said to him, “But I will be with you, and you shall strike the Midianites as one man.”

Verses 14 through 16 from Judges 6 shows how Gideon, who was being called by God, reacted to God asking him to serve. Gideon was surprised and probably shocked because he wasn’t a warrior or a soldier, and his family was weak. But God often picks people to do his will who might not necessarily fit the job description of what he is asking, but who in their heart are obedient to God and will do his will gladly. And yes, Gideon was right he couldn’t save Israel by himself but what he didn’t take into account was that God would be with him the whole time. God would give him the strength and tell him what to say and do. If God is with us, we can do whatever he asks.

I know for myself; I often forget that when God asks me to do something I often think why me? I don’t have the skills or education to do what God is asking. But I always find if I just submit to God and do whatever he is asking, I can do the task. And the only reason I can do the task is because God is with me the whole time and guiding me and telling me what to do. I think if I can just quiet the fear inside of myself like Gideon and trust in God,  then God will be able to use me more to fulfill his will for whatever his plan is for my life.